I've been kind of down lately, and I haven't really decided yet whether I should go back to swedish or not, but what the heck.

Today, I was on a date. no, what? saga? ON A DATE!? why you should shoot me right now, because the world is coming to an end!

..no, dude, I'm serious, it actually happened. and it was fine too, i didn't lose a bet or anything. I was actually out and about, acting like normal people.

shocker.

but back to the blog-things going on. something that made my day today was the comment from Tim Riplinger, because I honestly thought that people stopped checking this motherfucker out, but I guess they like me too much to risk missing out on these goodies!

another thing that made my day was THIS:



HONESTLY, I LOVE THE STATISTICS ON MY BLOG. they look like wierd animals sometimes! LOOK AT IT! I love it!

...nuff said, over and out.

what happened with this blog? why did it die? I feel as if it just crashed and burned, and maybe I can't save it?

or maybe there is just too much happening right now?

But I don't want to write about homework.

I do, however, want to write about two things! one, change on language back to swedish. I miss my own language, and I'm surrounded constantly by english. I simply miss the swedish words.

two, I don't know if I mentioned it earlier, but nowadays I am the National Junior Representant Suppleant in CISV! basically this means that if you want to bring something awesome up so that all junior's can hear it, SAY IT. I will pass it forward to everyone else, all right! Björn, Ulrika and me are going to make sure that YOU WILL BE HEARD.

be sure of that.

are you tired of spotify commercials? I AM! seriously though, I saw this link on facebook (yeah right) aaand they're telling me that I can get a free spotify premium. WHAT? right bitches, that aint true!

I still checked the page.

IT ROCKED! I didn't have to pay anyhing, and even though I gave them both my number and my email I haven't gotten any spam or calls because guess what? That free campaign you have to sing on to (which is basically answering a bunch of questions about dumb products) I checked NO THANKS on everything. it effin' rocks. sooo now I am only four people away from getting this thing which R-O-C-K-S!

I'm just gonna put this link here.

http://www.gratispremium.com/?ref=714548

you know what to do.

and I love you for it.

These last days have been curious indeed. I'm mentally preparing for the upcoming SoK with cisv, but I haven't really been able to do much of that because of all the homework I have at the moment.

watched Team America with Rasmus and finally got to set my mind on something else than those damn homework. slept on the couch which was surprisingly comfortable for it's length and woke up to the sun tickling my face. good times.

not so good times that I missed the bus though, I had to take his bike to sporthallen where my team was waiting for me. in to the car and off we go!

away to the worst loss we've ever experienced. I will say no more.

time to get the show on the road bitchessss.


over and out.

love will tear us apart

the sky finally made its decision to open up and let out all that it had kept inside. it has snowed continuously the entire day, and I spent an hour of it walking through town with Jennifer, talking about love and relationships. I miss being in love. then again, I am in love with volleyball and painting. so I shan't miss anything.

The weekend has been quite peculiar, starting with twelve of the members of JB Linköping going to SO (aka sweden's Junior Branch Meeting) where I surprisingly enough was elected for National Junior Representat suppleant. I was so happy to know that people actually wanted to trust me with something as important as that, seeing that they may as well have chosen to leave the seat vacant in search of someone better. But i have no doubt that i will do a great job, especially when I get to work with such wonderful people as I do.

my health has been an issue between my mother and I recently. when I had screamed my throat hoarse she believed that I was sick no matter what I told her. I had to sneak out to trainings dammit! and now after SO where I slept too little in too cold climate with much less clothes with me than I would have liked. so now my nose has been runing for a couple of days, but I don't feel as if I should skip training, or the game in Bromma on sunday. I just wish that my throat heals completely soon so that my mom can stop worriyng for nothing.

Time to start beating away at those homework I got. sheesh. catch you guys later.

there has been many cars on the road for us
and there has been many misdirections
there has been many sand filled beds for us
and nights where we didn't want to leave

the best team in the world
the best team in the world

we might not be elite
we might not be the créme de la créme
we might not be elite
we might not be at the top just yet but wait

you're the best team in the world
to me

T is for Tove who stays off the net
F is for Fia who learned how to perfectly set
L's for Lovisa who gets there so fast
and R's for Rebecca who no one spikes past

E is for Elsa who always keeps calm
and F is for Frida who hits with her left palm

for the best team in the world
you're the best team in the world

we might not be elite
we might not be the créme de la créme
we might not be elite
we might not be at the top just yet but wait

you're the best team in the world
to me

L's for Louise who got those serves on a go
K is for Karro, our five star Libero
S is Sabina who hits like a knight
D is for Dina who fights like a dynamite

J is for Julia who never gives up
R is for Ryman who always believes in us


as the best team in the world
best team in the world

we might not be elite
we might not be the créme de la créme
we might not be elite
we might not be at the top just yet but wait

we're the best team in the world

to me

don't worry girls
if we don't get there so fast
the thing that matters is that our friendship lasts
I want to slip in
a P for the parents
who made it possible to drive to our opponents
A T for Tim who tries to coach us all the way
and in the end I hope all of us can say

that we're the best team in the world
no matter what

I am so confused, I don't really know where I am headed. I would like for time to stop just a second, so that I could finish pondering all these things, but I am tied to a train that ruthlessly drags me through the days. why dost it move so fast, though? It is not like we are in a hurry to go somewhere. but maybe that is part of something bigger that I simply do not understand.

I spent three of my days this vacation with some people from CISV, trying to tie up some knots and lose ends. I managed to lose my voice and complete the hole in my favorite socks that has been sneaking up on me. But I am still standing on that same monopoly square, paying up to someone who felt it righteous to claim that piece of land as theirs.

coming home I was pleased to spend the rest of my weekend with some friends I haven't really seen in a while. Tom, martina, becka, isak, Rasmus, fanny and Ke was here. we did not watch movies for a change. we actually played some games of cards and guessing who you were and ate pasta. my room was yet again covered in mattresses, and I must admit that that is my favorite state of this room. perhaps that would be the reason as to why I always keep littering my floor with clothes and guitars and rugs, trying to fill up the empty space after they've gone. or something other sentimental thing like that.

right now I am preparing to go to Uppsala to SO höst, the meeting of the junior branch in Sweden. Fanny is coming with me, along with ten others from this chapter. I am really looking forward to it, though my voice has not gone back to normal yet. in fact, it is probably worse, seeing as I trained hard on monday and tuesday.

over and out