Life's been busy indeed. I finally started on my hugeass painting, and it will sweep you off your feet when I'm done. for once I will be the one to take your breath away.

for once I will be the one showing you something new.

----- Election here is over and done with.

where is this world heading? I don't know, but right now, can I get off the ride please? this is not the ticket that I bought.

Green Gloves is on repeat in my had, and it soothes me, it makes me feel safe. I don't know what it is, maybe it's his voice or the first few tones of the song, or the way he mumbles when he sings. why can't I know a person that makes me feel like that? It seems so soft and right. It keeps me from thinking bad things about myself, and I like that.

Linnea finally had her last training with us. maybe I don't want to talk about it, I don't know. but it feels like my heart has been ripped out, I don't want to do anything except playing like a freak. what's even worse is that Sara's leaving too. to work. come on people, this sucks! not our team, but the feeling of people leaving sucks, I've had enough of it. I'm always the one standing left on a vast surface, waving to their backs. I won't have it! some day, I will leave just for the sake of leaving.

then you will be the ones to miss me.